Took David to Ross's birthday party & the girls & I went to Donut Shop and Hancock's where I bought material for a new baby blanket & a skirt for Susan. Lunch of cheese and crackers at Wetherbees' then kids & I went to Springdale to Fed Ex Cal's index to Crossway & shop at Sam's. Stayed up late reading then couldn't sleep for grief about our relationship w/ the kids. Met Jesus 11:30p.m.--12:30a.m.